Once upon a time ... there was a small group of Shadow People. They were made of the tokens
plucked from Orion's belt, the shattered moonlight through broken glass, the blue of a stormy
sky, the trail of rain down a pane of glass, the spiderdust from basement walls....
The Shadows were very, very lonely, very isolated, for they were made of the stuff no one paid
attention to. They were made of different things than were the Mundane People. And the
Mundane peopled the world in which the Shadows lived.
Sometimes it was possible for the Shadow People, while moving through the herds of the Mundane,
to glimpse another shadow shining like the feather of a crow. They weren't many. They were
hard to come by then.
To the Shadows, life was not a celebration of hurtful things, it was a celebration of the
sublime. These things made their eyes gleam, their hearts swell. They stole songs from the
tinkle of voices in the night woods; they made instruments from the bones of very small spiders.
They moved through the molasses of the Mundane People with mundane faces and their grey lives
and ... the Shadows celebrated. Life was delicious then. They celebrated painful things,
sublime things.
When the Mundane People began to take notice of the Shadow people terrible things sometimes
happened. The Mundane People could not know about the things the Shadows experienced or felt,
the quality of life they lived.
So it was that when the Mundane did take notice of the habits of the Shadow people, it made
them hateful and misunderstanding in their grey sort of way. They never asked questions for
they would not feel curiosity.
The Shadow people frightened the grey ones. It was a dark spectrum the Mundanes had never seen.
So they showered their primitive fears of the dark onto the Shadows: Primitive "God things"
with no acknowledgment that the Shadows weren't of the Mundane's substance. They were exempt
from such fears.
The Shadow selves slipped into buildings and cracks in the sidewalks with delight to escape
the accusations they were too shy to answer to. Even if they had been given the chance to
answer.
The Tinys' saw what happened to the Mundane People when they saw a Shadow. And the Tinys felt
envy for the first time. They were so tiny that they were frequently stepped on and no one
could hear the squeek of their tiny voices.
So, with the same reasons as the Mundane, but with very different intentions, they dipped their
hands into the shadows and poured it onto themselves. And they grew with the big - ness of what
the Shadows felt. They came to be seen and heard. And their lust for visibility grew too so
that the shadow became opaque and hard and shiny like the back of a beetle. The armor hid the
Tinys deep down in the gut of the creature while they feasted on bloody props and all horrors of
the Mundane. They thirsted unquinchably for visibility.
The Mundanes continued their chants of threat and their scathing accusations without even
knowing the breed had changed. The fingers pointed, the hinged jaws snapped open and shut,
squeeking with grey fears that made the Tinys only bigger. Only stronger. The reasons for
their Need became the smallest particle in the Tiny's until it was nothing at all. And when
that happened - the Tiny's were only consumers of the hatred and fear of the Mundane.
The Shadows knew then that their hue had been saturated. Tainted. They were saddened by
existing in cracks and splinters. They missed the terrain they had traveled before. They
missed the freedom of moving untouched through a crowd.
They spent many nights weaving together; weaving cloaks that would make them invisible to the
Mundane and the Tinys and to all eyes but their own. Their Hue became more milky blue, more
intensely the eye of the stormy sky that they delighted in. And the objects they found above
slipped through their fingers into a blistering thread that they knew would protect them.
They move along the end of this century with ease, a different sort of shadow now; still with
their preternatural delight in elevating the senses. They mourn watching the Tiny's and their
horrorshow with the Mundanes. The things the shadows once loved, paraded like puppets on the
facade of the Tiny's until the meaning had fallen off and been cracked and shattered underfoot.
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